Sep 14, 2009

One day

Amazing how ones heart can be broken and still manage to keep beating.

Unfathomable how ones soul can escape the body and yet your still living.

Breathing in and breathing out, but gasping for air just the same.

Your not alive but your not dead either.

You cry but the tears are only released internally; creating a hole that continuously swallows another piece of your emotions until one day, you wake up and find that the only thing you feel, is empty.

Continuing to breath in, but now there is a burning sensation that follows your last breath and swirls in through the hole that has fully encompassed every inch of you.

Somehow, managing to survive in a world of darkness you find yourself praying to one day reach the light.

You don't know if you will ever get there.

You don't know if such a place even exists, but somehow you keep going.

Hoping to one day feel more then you do now.

Hoping to one day make sense of it all and if not, be capable of at least accepting it.

Struggling to understand how, if feelings were ever really sincere, why might they then have come to an end? You find no answer.

All you have is that incomprehensible hope that gives you the notion that perhaps maybe, you can come out of this experience; this long and unbearable trail of an experience, a better person.
A person with more to give then originally given.
But, all of this remains to be seen in a day that is known as, One day.

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